Angel天使.Cupid爱神.Devil恶魔

如果天使是友情的开始....爱神是爱情的开始....那么,恶魔是不是爱情的终点呢?

Saturday, December 31, 2016

2016的最後一天

十年前,剛到KL生活的我。充滿著好奇心,冒險感,正能量與信心。 剛完成我學院生活中的第一個學期。認識了一群新朋友,過著小説般的大學生活。 搭巴士上下學,與朋友聚會,逛街吃東西,看電影,逛書局。唯一的煩惱就是不夠錢花。 一轉眼十年過去了,也在社會上工作了七年,六年的大城市工作,五年的穩定愛情,換了第四份工作,交過三個女友,倒了兩閒工作的公司,選擇就剩下一個了。 從柔佛搬到吉隆坡,吉隆坡搬到彭亨。年紀越來越大,人生越來越難過。 有時還真想回到過去,回到我無憂無慮的中學去。告訴當年的我什麽才是對的選擇,如何才能有更好的生活。 回看這十年來我所做過的選擇,都充滿著無數的“早知道”,早知道這樣這樣,就不會那樣那樣了。 雖然說這樣的想法有點不成熟,人生應該不斷地往前看,一直回頭遺憾過去是沒用的。但是當你一點都看不到前方到底是怎麽樣時,你還要如何往前看? 很多人說,如果你在一份工裏,找不到成就感,看不到前景,就是離開的時候了。 但是如果你離開了這份工作,會影響到你家人的生活,那你是否要離開呢? 要爲了家人而選擇繼續這沒生活素質的工作,還是要自私點,什麽都不管的追求自己理想的生活與工作? 我無法選擇,沒能選擇,沒有選擇。。。。

Saturday, September 29, 2007

2007年9月29日
还不知道, 才两点十一分罢了~
爱神?魔鬼?我不清楚~

不知不觉就快三个月了~
时间过得真快, 我和她已经在一起快三个月了.
太多事情发生了~
就连我也讲不清楚...
终止,
我们的基础大概是打不好吧~?
还是我真的是太幼稚了?
总是无端端的发脾气~
我想是吧~
大多都是我本身的问题吧~
是我太在乎她了吧~
也好,
至少让我看清了自己有多么的幼稚.

还真的是不应该这样的绑着她~
可是我真的是很努力的在想办法让自己不那么幼稚,
但是很多时候我还是没有办法控制自己的情绪.

失败失败失败!!!!!
真是太没用了吧~
就连自己的情绪都无法控制,
真的是太失败了~

.......

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

好久没写BLOG了,
还真的是不知道要写些什么了…
也有一大段时间没写BLOG了….
脑子总是一片空白…
学院的画, 设计师和功课都累积得一大堆了…
可是就是打不起精神来做….
突然之间没了人生的目标…
不知道是少了什么,
使我对人生有了过一天是一天的想法…
唯有睡觉时是最有意义的了…
一点都不知道,
道底我的存在对这个世界有什么用途?
就别谈世界了,
就讲地球的这一个角落吧…
我的存在道底是为了什么?
有意义吗?
有用途吗?
还是只是活着浪费氧气,
浪费食物,浪费资源,浪费金钱…..??
如果我消失了,
这个世界会改变吗?
答案是不会….
那么,
我为什么还活着呢?
好累哦…
我好想睡觉哦…
好想一直一直睡着….
活在平静的梦境里….
让一切都平静下来….
让一切都慢下脚步….
停一停…
大家都在努力的为生命奋斗,
而我呢?
和一群朋友都停了下来休息后的我,
怎么就不想继续走下去了呢?
停下来休息不是为了走更长远的路吗?
为什么我停了下来就不想继续走下去了呢?
人生好累哦…
我还有多少时间呢?
走着走着,
会不会就这样停下来了呢?
有时会害怕,
有时又会期待….
好矛盾哦…
这就是人生吧…
……

Sunday, October 29, 2006

对我来说,
不只是一位普通朋友的人.
起源于Angel.Cupid.DevilTM

认识你也有五年多六年了,
我们从陌生到认识,
到聊天朋友变单纯的情侣,
分手到谈心好友,
经历了不同的考验才变成了现在这样的关系…

说实话还真的是有必要跟你道谢…
如果没有你陪在我身边,鼓励我,安慰我的话,
我还真的是不知道我会变成怎样…
再一次在这里象你道谢…
就象我所说过的一样,
认识你是我一生中做得最对的事了…

我知道我很罗嗦,
常常都要打电话去烦你,
带给你很多的烦恼,
对不起…
因为你是唯一一个能够给予我安慰的人…
不知为什么,
别人怎样安慰我,
还真的是没有你给予的强…
有时还是会很担心,
如果你不再要我这个朋友了我该怎么办?
不过呢,我知道这都是有可能的所以呢,我只能说
对不起,谢谢你…
这几个月以来,我还真的不知道自己怎么了,
总是无端端的心情不好…
总是需要找人陪伴…
因此还烦到你,吵到你,让你担心…
其实我真的不知道为什么我会这样…
真的是对不起…
如果你觉得烦的话,
请让我知道好不好…
这样我就不再吵你了,
其实我除了*谢谢*和*对不起*就不知道要说什么了…
烦你这么多年了,也真的是觉得很对不起你…
你一年一年的成熟,
我呢?
却一直都保持在这种幼稚的想法…
我知道你不喜欢我一直说对不起,
但是,
我真的是很过意不去…
你真的是一位很好的朋友,
认识你真的是我的荣幸也很庆幸…
谢谢你~~
我最特殊的知心好友~~


P.S. 上次我爸爸打给你的事,真的是很对不起…
如果有什么事,弄得你不开心的话,请告诉我,好吗?
我不想我们的友谊被一些误会还是其他事情影响而破灭…

Thursday, October 26, 2006

世界上最经典的25句话

1.记住该记住的,忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的,接受不能改变的  

Remember what should be remembered, and forget what should be forgotten.Alter what is changeable, and accept what is mutable.    

2.能冲刷一切的除了眼泪,就是时间,以时间来推移感情,时间越长,冲突越淡,仿佛不断稀释的茶  

Apart from tears, only time could wear everything away. While feeling is being processed by time, conflicts would be reconciled as time goes by, just like a cup of tea that is being continuously diluted.    

3.怨言是上天得至人类最大的供物,也是人类祷告中最真诚的部分  

Complaints are the greatest offerings that God obtains from human beings, as well as the most faithful prayers human beings might utter to God.    

4.智慧的代价是矛盾。这是人生对人生观开的玩笑。  

Wisdom appears in contradiction to itself, which is a trick life plays on philosophy of life.    

5.世上的姑娘总以为自己是骄傲的公主(除了少数极丑和少数极聪明的姑娘例外)  

Girls always look on themselves as proud princesses, with the exception of a small number of either extremely ugly or exceedingly smart ones.    

6.如果敌人让你生气,那说明你还没有胜他的把握  

It can be inferred that you lack confidence in a victory over your rivals from the fact that you’re irritable against them.    

7.如果朋友让你生气,那说明你仍然在意他的友情  

From that you would get angry with your friends, we can conclude you sitll care about the friendship between you.    

8.令狐冲说“有些事情本身我们无法控制,只好控制自己。” 可是,他算什么!!  

“ Something is out of our control, so we have to command ourselves.“ said Linghu Chong, a known character in a Chinese novel about persons adept in martial arts(武侠小说?). Who is, however, fucking he?    

9.我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的,那些是错的,而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以
我现在所能做的就是尽力做好每一件事,然后等待着老死。  

Only till my natural death.could I tell which of what I have been doing is right or wrong, so now I have to try to do well in everything, and then wait to die a natural death.    

10.也许有些人很可恶,有些人很卑鄙。而当我设身为他想象的时候,我才知道:他比我还可怜。所以请原谅所有你见过的人,好人或者坏人  

Some may be wicked, and some may be despicable. Only when I put myself in their position did I know they are more miserable than I. So forgive all that you have met, no matter what kind of persons they are.    

11.鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪,因为我在水里.水说我能感觉到你的眼泪,因为你在我心里。  

“You couldn’t see my tears cause I am in the water.“ Fish said to water.  
“But I could feel your tears cause you are in me.“ Answered water.    

12.快乐要有悲伤作陪,雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨,如果忧伤之后还是忧伤.
请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。
微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你!  

Happiness is accompanied by sorrow, and it would turn sunny after rain as well. If rain remains after rain and sorrow remains after sorrow, please take those farewells easy, and turn to smilingly look for yourself who is never to appear.    

13.死亡教会人一切,如同考试之后公布的结果??虽然恍然大悟,但为时晚矣!  

Like the outcome after an exam, death makes us aware of anything, That is, it’s too late to take a tumble.    

14.你出生的时候,你哭着,周围的人笑着;你逝去的时候,你笑着,而周围的人在哭!  

When you were born, you’re crying but lookers-on were smiling. When you are passing away, you’re smiling but lookers-on are crying.    

15.男人在结婚前觉得适合自己的女人很少,结婚后觉得适合自己的女人很多  

Man might think that few women fit him before his marriage, and contrarily when they get married.    

16.于千万人之中,遇见你所遇见的人;于千万年之中,时间的无涯荒野里,没有早一步,也没
有晚一步,刚巧赶上了  

Among thousands of people, you meet those you’ve met. Through thousands of years, with the
boundlessness of time, you happen to meet them, neither earlier nor a bit too late.  

17.每个人都有潜在的能量,只是很容易:被习惯所掩盖,被时间所迷离,被惰性所消磨.  

Everyone has his inherent ability( power or capacity?) which is easily concealed by habbits, blurred by time, and eroded by laziness( or inertia?).    

18.人生短短几十年,不要给自己留下了什么遗憾,想笑就笑,想哭就哭,该爱的时候就去爱,无谓压抑自己  

Be sure that you have never had any regrets in your life which only lasts for a few decades. Laugh or cry as you like, and it‘s meaningless to oppress yourself.    

19.《和平年代》里的话:当幻想和现实面对时,总是很痛苦的。要么你被痛苦击倒,要么你把痛苦踩在脚下  

While our dream is confronted with the reality, you always feel painful. Just
trample on the pain, or you‘ll be beat down by it.    

20.真正的爱情是不讲究热闹不讲究排场不讲究繁华更不讲究嚎头的  

A true love is what doesn‘t strive for busyness, for extravagance, for luxury, and moreover for hokum.    

21.生命中,不断地有人离开或进入。于是,看见的,看不见了;记住的,遗忘了。生命中,不
断地有得到和失落。于是,看不见的,看见了;遗忘的,记住了。 然而,看不见的,是不是就等于不存在?记住的,是不是永远不会消失?  

There is someone that is coming or passing away in your life around the clock, so you may lose sight of those seen, and forget those remembered. There is gain and loss in your life, so you may catch sight of those unseen, and remember those forgotten. Nevertheless, doesn‘t the unseen exist for sure? Will the remembered remain for ever?    

22.我们确实活得艰难,一要承受种种外部的压力,更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中,如果有人向你投以理解的目光,你会感到一种生命的暖意,或许仅有短暂的一瞥,就足以使我感奋不已。  

It‘s true that we have been leading a difficult life, for we need not only to be under various external pressures, but also to be in the face of internal perplexities.You would be affected by the warmth of life if someone gives you a understanding look during your bitter struggle.Even a mere glance would make you moved and inpired.    

23.我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程;我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影.  

I wouldn‘t care success or failure, for I will only struggle ahead as long as I have been destined to the distance. I wouldn‘t care the difficulties around, for what I can leave on the earth is only their view of my back since I have been marching toward the horizontal.    

24.后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪.后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误.所以不要后悔  

Pentinece is something that enervates our spirit, causing a greater loss than loss itself and making a bigger mistake than mistake itself, so never regret.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

还是给那个特殊的人

嘿~~换个地方写...
好的, 继续...

说实话啦...
这几年来, 你真的是变了许多...
可能只是一些小地方改变, 不过给人的感觉都不一样了...
跟以前的你有些不同了...
谈话,性格都有些些的不同了....
不用担心啦...
是好的不是坏的...
不过呢你还是需要学会去主动认识人啦...
不然呢,我很担心你倒时需要帮助时会找不到人帮你咯...
我是说功课于倒时你出来工作时咯...
因为你现在的这群朋友都在读不通科目...
我是觉得你需要去交一些你可以信赖一起工作的朋友...
这样以后会对你有很大的帮助咯...
不过我觉得这点我可以不用太担心吧...
你应该会懂得想了咯...
加油吧...

你呢....
就不要想太多了啦...
不要一直说没人要没人要啦...
你是一个很不错的女生咯...
你还真的是让人瞒欣赏的人咯...
如果说世界上还有另一个我的话...
他应该就会马上来追你了咯...
其实啊,说样子你根本都不输人咯...
如果让我选你还是杨丞琳的话...
我还是会选你的咯....
虽然说这是个很烂的例子,不过至少还是有人啦...
不要每次都说到好象没人要了咯...
其实慢点有情人更好...
可以慢慢发现你真正要的是什么样的伴侣...
不要到最后后悔了也来不及了...
这些感情事我好象不太应该多管闲事厚...
只是因为我后悔太多次了,不想你也是一样傻...
一样被耍着...
成为爱情的受害者...
我也是希望看见你幸福快乐的...

说来说去都还是在担心你...
都不懂为什么会又这样的想法...
就是想保护你,不让你受伤啦...
奇怪...
巨蟹座的我照理只是懂得自我防备...
可是就是不懂为什么就是想保护你咯...
所以就尽全力来保护你...
所以呢...
不管有什么事....
一同电话
一封讯息
甚至只是
一同MissCall
任何时间
任何时候
任何地点
只要你有事
需要我的陪伴或帮助我都会随时出现...
陪伴你...

我的特殊的朋友...



P.S.看了不能影响我们的感情哦...
就是相信不会才写出来的...

Friday, October 13, 2006

给一个特殊的人......

看了你的布落阁, 真的是很感动...
还真的是不懂要怎样用言语来表达...
我看我还是把所有的东西都说了吧...
不过你要答应这不会影响我们的感情哦~~
好吧, 就进入正题吧~~
谢谢你!!
谢谢你每次都肯陪在我身边...
谢谢你在我最需要人陪伴时出现...
谢谢你肯成为我的知心好友...

从一开始认识到现在,
之间所发生的所有的事情,
其实我真的从没怪过你...
说不定如果我们没经历过酱多的事的话....
我可以肯定我们不会变成现在酱的关系...

说真的啦有时会想跟你走回去咯....
可是之后又会想想我们现况很好....
不想破坏我们的感情...
所以都没有在去想太多了....
我真的感到很荣幸能够成为你倾诉的对象....
陪你分担所有的事物...

不过厚~
有时还真的是觉得你很傻叻~~
常常都为别人想...
常常都弄得自己不开心...
说真的啦...
你真的是应该有点脾气了...
(一点啊,一点就好啊)
就如某人歹在你家不走,要陪女友的人...
你真的是要告诉她们你解意嘛...
不要讲不解意了又来烦自己...
真的是担心你被人欺负咯~~

说实话啦...
每次听你诉苦时,都会很想跑去保护你哦~~
不过你每次你都要我不用担心你...
不过你还是要记得,
当你需要人陪伴时...
我还是会随时陪在你身边的...
任何时候
任何时间
只要一同电话
我都会随时出现...
就象你的承诺一样....
我都会一直陪在你身边的...

这是我永远的承诺...
所以不用担心我会有了女友就忘了你....
这是不可能的...
你有特权...
永远的特权...

P.S.
暂时这个先....
明天再写了....

Monday, August 28, 2006

Year 2006, Month 08, Day 27th
not quite sure, i'm in summit for the whole day
Cupid...

Today "standing in the rain" and "golden sand" came to summit.....
i went there at 2.30pm and found GJ at Popular bookstore....
she's in the art section....
we went a round he whole complex and finally i ask her to be my girlfriend in front of popular...
she accepted me....
31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile.....

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . .

even if its justfor a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. don't go hang out with your ex when shesnotwith you, you might not relize how badly

ithurtsher.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when you'redone talking, walk over and hug her and kissher....

let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . .

as yourgirlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her andshedoesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things:

a stuffed animal (she'll hug it every time shegoes tosleep),

jewelry (she'll treasure it forever),

andoneofhis t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed) or

sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!! andflowersor something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends asyoudo when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If youre listening to music, let her listentoo.

24. Remember her birthday and get hersomething,

even ifnits simple and inexpensive, it came

fromYOU. it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on yourbirthday,Christmas,

or just whenever, take it andtell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll makeherhappy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, itmaynot seem like it, but it does hurt her and

makesher think you don't care so call even if you canonly talk for a minute.Girls don't

necessarily have to have hour longconversations every night but its nice for us tohearyour voice

even for a quick hello.

27. Give her wat she wants..

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usuallymean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends that aregirls cause she'll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are freeand ushould be free to hang wit your girl friend

allthetime

31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

Guys repost this if u would do it.....

Girls repost this if u think its sweet......

Monday, May 22, 2006

Year-2006. Month-05. Day-22th
Normal( That means it's not a bad day)
Devil again....

It had been a long time i didn't write my Blog dee....
you must be thinking, why am i writing in english??
this is beacause i'm using the laptop loh...
this laptop don't have "chinese star" lah....
haih~~~
i promise, when i got my own computer, "chinese star" will be the 1st thing i install....

i'd stop writing this blog for such a long time....
who knows today will be the day i wrote this blog and feel sad that i didn't felt for a long time....
today L rejected me......
this will be the 5th times i had been rejected since i started my secoundery schooling...

she rejected me today, since like our GF title is only meant to be Good Friends not Girl Friend....
actually i really hope that she will accept me as her BF loh...
cause she's really my type of girl loh....
not only that, she's kind, playful, and chearful....
that's the quality of GrF metirel i'm looking for....
but since she's going to look for her coming BF in TARC, i also don't have the choice.....
what i can do now is to let her choice loh....
but i don't think we will have the chance to be togather any more.....
since i'm not her type anyway....

Today is my first day of Collage life....
it's quite enjoyable....
not like the boring secoundary school life loh....
but i missed that life, i missed my friends.....
well, that's life....
no one can stop it right?
it's time for me to grow up....
dont act like a child anymore....
if i could....
i notice that, the childlish like me has become my personality....
it's not going to chance now, it's not going to change anywhere soon....
so i'll just let it be....
but those bad habbit i'll do my best to change it....
i'll start with "easyly fall in love" this i must get rid of it....
well, i think that's all for now....
see you soon loh....

Friday, April 07, 2006

2006年4月7日
啊。。。。忘了。。。应该是热吧。。。
天使,爱神,恶魔。。。真的是这样吗??

哇!!!
真的是很久没写“布咯阁”了啊。。。。
呵呵。。。
新的一年,伤心的事应该让它过去。。。。

我已开始怀疑“天使,爱神,魔鬼”的理论还是对的吗?
现在的我认为“天爱魔”的理论有矛盾点。。。。
是我解释的不好还是理论根本是不能成立的。。。。
我会重新研究这理论。。。。
一个月后的我将是一个设计师初学者。。。。
呵呵。。。。

新的一年,我换了一架电话。。。。
SonyErisson W550i
呵呵。。。。
这可是我梦寐以求的电话哦。。。。

男女关系的问题我也不会再去想太多了。。。。
美琳叫我去追求剀钿,剀钿叫我去追求美琳。。。
这矛盾的问题。。。。
不想最好。。。
呵呵。。。

从今天起。。。。
我将会去写我的“布咯阁”。。。。
有空见啦。。。

Saturday, December 17, 2005

2005年12月17日... 阴天...
天使 = Priscilla = 公主

给:Priscilla Chong

回想起来我们也认识了五年了, 我们从Form One的一起打班上的成绩, 到打电话说心事的知心好友, 真的渡过了不少事情, 有时还会觉得你很可怜, 要听我说很多我的事......
真的要谢谢你肯听我对你诉的苦, 太谢谢你了......
还记得我第一次向你诉苦的时候吗? 就是Form Two哪次我跟...分手时,还记得吗?
应该忘了吧, 因为跟你诉太多苦了...你真的是一个很好的朋友你知道吗?
谢谢你这些年来的一切....我会永远把你记在心里的...我永远的好友,知己,Priscilla Chong Xinyi......

P.S. 真后悔来不及把你的纪念册拿给你, 现在没机会了,把它打在这也没用了......

Sunday, December 04, 2005

2005年12月4日
热......
天使......

爱情~~*

每个人都会得到, 也会失去, 在得到中我们失去了什么?
在这消失中我们又得到了什么?
不管喜不喜欢, 我们都无法逃避这些过程,在每一次得到中反省失去, 在每一次失去中变得坚强.
就是这样的人生才精彩啊, 精彩的人生让我们更加爱惜自己.
有一天回头看去, 这些从前以为无法承受的失去, 原来是我们真正活过的证明.

叶子的离开是风的追求还是树的不挽留?
人生就如地下铁, 人生的下一站是起点还是终点?
这全靠自己去找生命的每一站, 生活的精彩舆快乐.

有一天,友情舆爱情碰见.爱情问友情:"世界有了我,为什么还有你的存在?"
友情笑着说:"爱情会让人们流泪, 而友情的存在就是帮人们檫干眼泪."

孤单不一定不快乐, 得到不一定能长久, 失去不一定不再有, 转身不一定是软弱,
懂得放开手的人找到轻松,懂得遗忘的人找到自由, 懂得关怀的人找到朋友.

Monday, November 21, 2005

20051121
阴阴的天气,阴阴的心情......
没天使,没爱神,没死神......

已经很久没写Blog了,最近没什么特别的事发生....
最近没事发生因为还在考SPM......
再多两个星期......两个星期就考完了.....
多五科......就考完了.....
加油加油加油......

Sunday, November 20, 2005

就让我告诉你一个故事,

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……
  可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭幹了眼淚。
  一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”
  天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。
  幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。
  轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。
  蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。
  這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。
  第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。
  上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。
  蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。
  上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦幹了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”
  有些緣份是註定要失去的﹐有些緣份是永遠不會有好結果的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖

Saturday, November 19, 2005

> THE GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND TEST!!
> GRAB A PIECE OF
> PAPER AND A PEN
> AND> NUMBER
> IT 1 - 5!
> HERE'S THE TEST!
>
> 1. Pick your favorite color out of the
> following:
> A. Red
> B. Orange
> C. Yellow
> D. Green
> E. Blue
> F. Purple
>
> 2. Pick your favorite animal out of the
> following:
> A. Cat
> B. Dog
> C. Fish
> D. Snake
> E. Parrot
> F. Mouse
>
> 3. Pick your desired honeymoon spot:
> A. Hawaii
> B. New York
> C. East Africa
> D. Spain
> E. Montana
>
> 4. Pick your favorite instrument:
> A. Violin
> B. Piano
> C. Electric Guitar
> D. Drums
>
> 5. Pick your favorite soft drink:
> A. Dr. Pepper
> B. Sprite
> C. Coca Cola,
> D. Pepsi,
> E. Mountain Dew.
>
> 6. Name A Person Of The Opposite Sex...
> 7. Name A Person Of The Same Sex...
> 8. The Time Now...
> 9. Your Age
> 10. You don't have to write it down, but
> make a
> WISH
> ...and then scroll down! ( now go down, > and you> will see the answers )
>
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> ~~~
> ~
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
>
> **************************************************
> ******
> ***
> *****************
>
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
> ~~~
> ~
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
>
> **************************************************
> ******
> ***
> *****************
>
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
> ~~~
> ~
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
>
> **************************************************
> ******
> ***
> *****************
>
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
> ~~~
> ~
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
>
> HERE ARE THE ANSWERS!
> Question number ONE:
> A. Red - Adventerous
> B.. Orange - Fun
> C. Yellow - Sweet
> D. Green - Wacky
> E. Blue - Romantic
> F. Purple - Mysterious
>
> Question number TWO:
> A. Cat - Feminine
> B. Dog - Loving
> C. Fish - Boring
> D. Snake - Boyish
> E. Parrot - Annoying
> F. Mouse - Brainy
>
> Question number THREE:
> A. Hawaii - Romantic
> B. New York - Busy
> C. East Africa - Curious
> D. Spain - Mysterious
> E. Montana - Country Girl/Boy
>
> Question number FOUR:
> A. Violin - Intellectual
> B. Piano - Popular
> C. Electri c Guitar - Wacky
> D. Drums - Wild
>
> Question number FIVE:
> A. Dr. Pepper - Popular
> B. Sprite - Wacky
> C. Coca Cola - Wild
> D. Pepsi - Fun
> E. Mountain Dew - Athletic

Saturday, November 12, 2005

20051112
糯么......
爱神已过去......

算一算也有23天没写Blog了......
日子还算平静......只是现在在考SPM,忙了一点所以一直没写Blog......

在这端时间都在玩电玩和上网,SPM了叻还一直上网,先生,你不用考试啊!?
嘿嘿 ... ...

在这23天里,我和M和了照, 考了第一科科目--华语, 认识了很多天使, 爱神也渐渐要出现了.....
对!爱神又要出现了....现在你应该在想我是个花花公子, 刚刚的跌倒对我来说不算什么.....
那你就错了....
我不会怪你们叫我花花公子, 因为我也是觉得我有点花.......

他叫YM,就叫她Y吧......
一位小我一岁的小妹妹, SMKTP的学生......
样貌可爱就是我喜欢的类型......
其实我们很早就认识了......
那个时后就跟她要了电话号码,她就这样的给了我......
那时起我们就开始有了浅浅的联络....
大多都是forward Msg. 啦.......
在本月的11日又遇见了她. 她一点都没变,还是一样的可爱,开朗,迷人......
不过这都是我现在的单恋,而且还是模糊的单恋......
一切等考试后在说吧.....
一切由考试后决定........
《錯過一時,錯過一生》

生活有時陰差陽錯,你錯過了一時,就似乎錯過了一生。
有個男孩,在學校的新生聯歡會上認識了一個女孩。女孩笑容入春花,聰明活潑,男孩對她幾乎是一見鍾情,卻沒有表露。因為男孩剛經過高中階段循規蹈矩式教育,對男女感情小心翼翼得令人難以置信,他想:「再等等吧,等一切成熟些,再向她說。」
一年多後的一個夜晚,男孩終於鼓足勇氣約女孩出來,向她表達了心中的愛意。沒想到,平時口齒伶俐的女孩結.結巴巴地說:「我......我想我不能接受......你的好意,一個星期之前......我已經......接受了另一個......男孩......我真得......不知道你......會喜歡我......」女孩說完就跑掉了,沒有讓男孩看到她濕潤的眼睛。
後來,有人看到男孩同學校的校花經常出雙入對,大家都以為他看中了校花的美貌,誰也沒有注意,校花有著和女孩一樣的春花般的笑容,非常相似,所以誰都沒有發現男孩的苦心。但是沒多久,男孩與校花的愛情就以分手告吹。
大學生活很快就結束了。
畢業後,女孩披上了嫁衣成了別人的新娘,而男孩再沒有戀愛過。因為他清楚,只有這個女孩才是他今生唯一的至愛。
男孩從朋友那裡輾轉打聽到女孩的生日和地址,每到女孩生日時,他就會叫人送去九朵鬱金香,但他卻不知道女孩最喜歡什麼花,他自己最喜歡鬱金香。男孩知道女孩已為人婦,所以他從來不在卡片裡留下姓名和聯絡好號碼,他不想因為自己的感情而影響女孩的生活。
幾年時間轉眼就過去了,男孩依然是形單影隻,依然記得每年都送花給女孩。就在女孩生日的前兩天,男孩參加了一個同學聚會,他聽說女孩在這幾年裡經歷了兩次離婚,如今也是獨身,心裡又是心疼又是高興。
他為女孩遭遇了感情的不幸而心疼,又為自己再次有了機會而高興......
終於等到女孩的生日!男孩在卡片裡寫下幾個字:「你知道我在愛你嗎?!」男孩英俊的臉上灑滿了笑意與希望,逕直向街心走去......
就在那時,一輛逆行的貨車撞倒了他......
女孩在收到鬱金香的同時也收到了男孩的死訊。
女孩明白了一切,她把自己鎖在房間裡哭了整整一夜。
疋回想起多年前的那個夜晚,男孩對她表白。她一直不知道,這近十年來,男孩是如此執著而痴心地愛著她!想到這裡,她就哭得更傷心,奔瀉的淚水將鬱金香浸染得無限淒美。女孩知道,她失去了今生難遇難求的至愛。
然而,長眠的男孩永遠也不知道,女孩最喜歡的,正是鬱金香啊......

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

ThE tRutH BouT galzzzz...

1.Once they send you a message,they expect you to reply back.If not,they will be angry with you.So guys,better reply.

2.Girls love boys to notice every details even the small ones.They think it's the way how boys appreciate them.

3.Girls are very jealous.Even if you send a friendly message to another female friends like ''You look hot today",girls will be easily jealous even with that.

4.Girls are very sensitve species.Once they are angry at you,they expect you to calm her down.

5.Girls sometimes like to flirt with another boys,therefore they hate it when boys flirt.

6.Girls like to be disturb by boys.

7.Girls are usually more messy than boys are!

8.Girls like it when boys called them "baby".

9.Girls enjoy spending time with their boyfriend than spending shopping.This shows that a boyfriend has a really high statue in a girl's heart.Work for it boys!

1o.Girls doesnt like too hairy boys.So remember guys,shave!

11.Most of the girls like chest hair,but remember some of them don't!

12.Girls start to have their dream dating with their crush when they are standard 2.

13.Girls prefer bad boys than good boys.But yet,bad boys is some kind of good boys.I know it's confusing,but it's true!

14.Girls love it when their boyfriends say that they got girlfriends to the ladies.

15.Most of the pretty girls go out with ulgy boys,but ulgy girls go out with handsome guys.I know it's weird,but it's true!

16.In a relationship,girls like it when their boyfriends buy something like a ring,bracelet and etc as a item to show their love.It's important!

17.Don't ever ask your girlfriend's weight!

18.If you told your girlfriend that they are fat,they will stop eating,doing alot of exercises and etc.They are sensitive species!You don't want your girlfriend to look like a stick,don't you?

19.Girls feel comfortable and not afraid when u hug them.

2o.Always remember!Don't let your girlfriend hold your hand because they may let it go.Hold your girlfriend's hand to show that you will never let them go.

21.Most of the girls prefer sex after marriage.So don't force them guys!

22.Girls are the most beautiful species,but yet they are the dangerous species.

23.Girls like it when you say something sweet to them.

24.Girls like it when you call her to wish her good night.

25.Girls like boys who doesn't care about her background.

26.Girls like boyfriends who are man enough to make his own decision.Girls hate childish boyfriends!For girls,childish mean sissy!

27.When come to fight,girls are like wild cat.It's cat fight time!Meow!!!

28.Girls mind about their ex boyfriend having another girlfriend.It's not because the girl still
have a feeling for her ex,but she used to be the girl.

29.Girls appreciate boys who does their homework for them.

3o.Girls like clean boys who can clean the dishes after dinner.

31.Most of the time you may think that the girls are flirting with another guys,but actually while they are flirting,they will think about the boy she truly loves.

32.Girls who really in love with their boyfriends.They will tell them their every problems and not scared to hide it because they believed the word "I will always be there for you no matter what happen".

33.Girls feel guilty if they are over limit in flirting.They will come clean to their boyfriends if they really love because she doesn't want to lose them.But if she doesn't come clean,you know what's that means.

34.To school students,girls like boys waiting for them and walk you to the gate even though you know that you are going to be late.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

20051020
老天也落泪了......
还是天使最好......

今天是Serene的生日, 也是我国首相夫人的驾崩之日......

Serene我没送他任何礼物,只是在12.00am是打给他,播生日歌给他听......
昨天她心情不好,找了我,聊了满久的......
早上还到她班上去祝她生日快乐......

今天是首相夫人Datin Seri Endon Mahmood的驾崩日...
她是今早7.55am过世的享年45岁,因乳癌过世的......

L不懂为什么最近一直SMS我,该不会又是一个T的事间吧.....?!
现在还是SPM重要,先别管其他的了...考完了再说......
M的事间我已经不伤心了,谢谢你们我的天使们...
如果没有你们我真是不知道该怎么办,谢谢你们......
我的"堂妹", 婉婉(婉欣), Ah Chan(欣仪), 美琳,当然还有最重要的Serene啦......
认识她是我一生中做得最对的事了......没有他的出现,我就不会是今天的我了......
谢谢你Serene......

M舆T已是过去词了......痛苦难过后日子还是一样要过,
不如早一点放下这无聊的一切好好的继续过我的日子......
我已相通了......

是你们让我相通的,
谢谢你们,我的天使们...... =)

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

20051018
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谢谢,使......

M有了男朋友......

Monday, October 17, 2005

20051017
冷冷天....冷冷......
我......

当你爱一个人爱得太深时,常常会伤害到自己…
但如果你爱他不是很深的话,他会当你是在玩弄他的感情…

当你太过关心你所爱的人时,他会以为你老爱烦他,
不给他任何自由…
但如果少关心他,他会认为你变了,对他冷淡,不再爱他,希望你再度关心他…
当一个人会愿意关心你,疼爱你时…请不要认为他想要绑着你,不给你任何自由…
他会如此的关心你,这已证明了他有多爱你…
如果他一点也不爱你的话,他就不会如此的关心你,爱护你了…


一定要相信你的伴侣,
别一直认为他们的朋友会从你哪儿抢走你的伴侣,
或是你的伴侣会有一天会离开你的身边,到别人的怀抱里…


当有一天你的爱人离开了你…
这就证明了他们真的受了伤,他们也再也不会回到你的身边了…

不管是你的男朋友还是你的女朋友你都要好好的爱护他门....
不然后悔了就来不及了...

Saturday, October 15, 2005

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the personwho she love the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys,
if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay
with you for the rest of your life.

Guys,
if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.

When she cry rite infront of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.

Which other girl have criedwif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,
hurt,
n agony have
become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

Ponder this message seriously.

Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the onli one that loveYOU the most.

哪...男生呢?