2005年10月20日
老天也落泪了......
还是天使最好......

今天是Serene的生日, 也是我国首相夫人的驾崩之日......

Serene我没送他任何礼物,只是在12.00am是打给他,播生日歌给他听......
昨天她心情不好,找了我,聊了满久的......
早上还到她班上去祝她生日快乐......

今天是首相夫人Datin Seri Endon Mahmood的驾崩日...
她是今早7.55am过世的享年45岁,因乳癌过世的......

L不懂为什么最近一直SMS我,该不会又是一个T的事间吧.....?!
现在还是SPM重要,先别管其他的了...考完了再说......
M的事间我已经不伤心了,谢谢你们我的天使们...
如果没有你们我真是不知道该怎么办,谢谢你们......
我的"堂妹", 婉婉(婉欣), Ah Chan(欣仪), 美琳,当然还有最重要的Serene啦......
认识她是我一生中做得最对的事了......没有他的出现,我就不会是今天的我了......
谢谢你Serene......

M舆T已是过去词了......痛苦难过后日子还是一样要过,
不如早一点放下这无聊的一切好好的继续过我的日子......
我已相通了......

是你们让我相通的,
谢谢你们,我的天使们...... =)

2005年10月18日
热......
谢谢,天使们......

M有了男朋友......

2005年10月17日
冷冷的下雨天....冷冷的心情......
没了爱神的我......

当你爱一个人爱得太深时,常常会伤害到自己…
但如果你爱他不是很深的话,他会当你是在玩弄他的感情…

当你太过关心你所爱的人时,他会以为你老爱烦他,
不给他任何自由…
但如果少关心他,他会认为你变了,对他冷淡,不再爱他,希望你再度关心他…
当一个人会愿意关心你,疼爱你时…请不要认为他想要绑着你,不给你任何自由…
他会如此的关心你,这已证明了他有多爱你…
如果他一点也不爱你的话,他就不会如此的关心你,爱护你了…

一定要相信你的伴侣,
别一直认为他们的朋友会从你哪儿抢走你的伴侣,
或是你的伴侣会有一天会离开你的身边,到别人的怀抱里…

当有一天你的爱人离开了你…
这就证明了他们真的受了伤,他们也再也不会回到你的身边了…

不管是你的男朋友还是你的女朋友你都要好好的爱护他门....
不然后悔了就来不及了...

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the personwho she love the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys,
if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay
with you for the rest of your life.

Guys,
if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.

When she cry rite infront of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.

Which other girl have criedwif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,
hurt,
n agony have
become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

Ponder this message seriously.

Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the onli one that loveYOU the most.

哪...男生呢?

2005年10月13日
晴天......霹雳......
恶魔......我的世界没了爱神......

M有了男朋友,是真的吗?
为什么突然变成这样? 我快崩溃了......
不是说你不喜欢他的吗?为什么又会突然间跟他在一起呢?
难道我追了你三年,对你来说难道一点感觉都没有吗?
之前,T的事间已经让我大大的被打击了为什么你还这样对我?

我知道如果让别人看见这篇文章一定会误会的,其实我是真的很喜欢M的不过因为T的出现还有M的冷淡使到我有放弃M的想法接受T的追求.不过不知为什么T又突然180度的转变使我快崩溃了....
本已慢慢收起心情要好好的面对SPM的,但又突然听见M有男朋友了真的让我大受打击了......

是真的吗M?你真的跟他在一起了吗?如果是真的请你告诉我好吗?
我真的非常想知道真相,想你亲口告诉我真相......

听着梁静茹的可惜不是你,写着这篇Blog. 我十分的伤心.......

2005年10月7日
晴天...有点小雨...
应该都是天使吧.....

算一算也快有10天没联络T了......也快有10天没见到她了......
你过得还好吗?
SPM也快到了,你准备好了吗?
你的预考好象不太理想哦~~
你一定要加油叻...

其实在这里鼓励你也没什么用,你都看不见......
无论如何,我都会在你背后默默的为你打气......

不联络你的日子,没想象中的难过......
这是不是证明了我不是真的爱你呢?这,我也无法解释......

考完SPM了再说吧~~
对不起,不是我绝情不联络你只是我不想成为爱情的受害者......
我已经让出了很多步了,是你让步的时候了......
我会等你,但不会是永远......

对不起......

2005年10月4日
晴......
天使舆爱神之间.......

> If you're mad with someone, and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it. Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend. And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late.
> If you're in love with somebody, but that person doesn't know... tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you. And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late.
> If you really want to kiss somebody...kiss her/him. Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too. And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.
> If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him. Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.
> If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it. Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.
> If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today, tomorrow can be too late.
> If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it. Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today, tomorrow can be too late.

我该作出改变吗?